Valentines Day Love

I could use a litre of mac right now combined with some nurofen plus, perhaps some sedatives and maybe an entire bottle of vodka combined with some legal mind altering drugs. How’s that?

Can you come up with one of those concoctions and still have me alive and feeling A-Ok tomorrow morning? And.........

I HATE VALENTINES DAY...not to draw attention to it, but for some reason that day always makes me cringe. Every year is another excuse for the freaks to resurface!! Its like its valentines day, and I wouldn’t otherwise try to contact you and be rejected again, but this ridiculous day gives me an excuse to!!!!!!! Stupid day! Why on earth was it invented????? I don’t care enough to know. It makes me cringe as much as twilight and I AM BEING A HATER TODAY.

Maybe this year, I will use it to have a boozy lunch with those I love the most in my life...
I was told by a dear friend to immerse myself in the fantasty of Twilight...my response was _______________!!!! NO! I have enough fantasy going on in my head that I could write a kick ass script that would blow twilight right off the box office. If i put my past, present and foreseeable (if my prayers are answered and all works fine) future on paper, I think I could come up with a pretty smashing storyline don’t you? Hahah..no more said. End of discussion. I wish not to open my life up for discussion.

Diamond in the Rough

Ok ...after Funda’s mention of Mr Doherty and ...... in the sheer boring after dark hours of my life, I decided to partake in some harmless internet stalking in an attempt to find out more about this rock star. My search has resulted in many things, one being, beneath the grease, slurring, shaking, cigarette bottle holding heroin induced body...there is a deeply emotional and intelligent artist, suppressed only by his not so moderate drug use. His lyrics, that voice and some of the content that comes out of his mouth in most interviews....is deeply INTELLIGENT!!!! Such a gentle , down to earth soul in need of some major TLC.

Ohh I THINK i might have just fallen in love for the 1ST TIME this week, that’s a rarity for me.. 

Do you agree?

Perhaps instead of college/church I should be hanging outside methadone clinics!! Volunteering to clean up ......human trainwrecks!! New pastime!!

FREEDOM

It is for freedom that Christ has set us free

...experiencing immense freedom in many areas of my life after being held and bound. This particular night I felt so free, all I wanted to do was run around like I was ten again. Freely climb fences, without worrying about breaking my YvesSaintLaurent heels, or tearing my Bec and Bridge Tee. I just wanted to let go of everything adult, including the fears and worries that increase with age. I wanted to be as careless as a ten year old who knows nor fears about the things of this world. I stepped out and did that, and something broke in my heart, god released me, as an adult, I now walk in childlike faith, knowing god is bigger than the things of this world, and Jesus did indeed come to see us free. Free from our fears, insecurities and worries.. To put our faith in something bigger than the words people speak, the money our jobs pay or the precious clothes in our wardrobe that we put our faith in to make us feel great and aesthetically appealing. ++ Blessings ++

Boots iheart

These captured my heart...the search is on to locate a pair...

Pulling on my heartstrings

I think these would make a nice addition to my extensive collection of leggings..


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Life's Little Friend

For those days when my brain is flooded with the many questions of here and now, when it can bare no more to listen to itself and is begining to thum with pain, when things arent what they should be and you spend hours pondering them, there's one friend you can count on that will shut out that noise for you....

Forbidden Fruit

Why is it that our hearts at times are drawn to that which is not good nor healthy for us?